You know you are on a long term weight loss journey when Onederland becomes a mythical place of wonder and joy. Okay, maybe a little too far but honestly, this weekend when I reached it, I was feeling pretty full of wonder and joy.
So what is Onederland? I believe the standard definition is when you reach into the 100 and something pounds as opposed to the 200 and something. I first heard of onederland way back in 2011 when I first started using my fitness pal. My start weight was 270 pounds, 199 seemed a long, probably unachievable way. Then I began to lose weight pretty steadily, I got to 213, less than a stone to go! Then I fell well and truly off the wagon, over a few years of yoyoing back up and down, in May 2015 I arrived back at my original 270 pounds. The losses of my parents over the previous two years had really affected me, left me at my most unhealthy, barely able to walk for 10 minutes without stopping to catch my breath, but something about watching my dad get sick and ultimately die made me see my own mortality, and the I understood the damage I was doing to myself.
Onederland was a painful reminder of how close I had previously been, and I think somewhere inside I thought I was destined to never reach it again. 2.5 years later and I stepped on the scales this weekend to see 199. I could have cried. 71 pounds lost, 5 stone, 100 and something. It was overwhelming. I still have a long way to go, 59 pounds until I reach my loose goal of 140 pounds, but this was a massive achievement and I really feel I can do this. After the damage of last weekend I have been pretty good all week and it’s great to see it pay off. I was out this weekend, had a few drinks and not the best food but not enough to put anything on so I’m not worrying about it.
I also dug out some old pictures this weekend of me at my heaviest and while I will hold onto the worst for when I get to my target I thought I would do a little face to face comparison. A lot of the time I can’t see that I’ve lost weight, but these pictures really highlight it to me. Picture on the left was 2011, picture on the right was Saturday.